Wednesday, 9 November 2011

what do you do...

when you feel stuck at a corner... struggling to breathe... the pain is getting overwhelming. and there's just little that you can do... taking meds... Lord please help me.. i've been praying that You help me through this pain... i really need comfort, i need relief...

i feel like throwing up. i feel like crying... i'm feeling weak. what can i do. who can i turn to?

i read this passage and i cling to it's promise, that You will watch over me...

Psalms 121

I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

in pain...

Dear Lord,

my chest feels compressed, my arm feels numb AND it tingles at the same time. i feel light-headed and dizzy. the pain makes me want to throw up... what can i do?

i don't feel energized to do anything. the only thing that i can to do is put a smile on my face and pray hard that You would protect me and bring me through this tough time..

even breathing is difficult. What can I do, Lord? please help....

Psalm 38:21-22

LORD, do not forsake me;
do not be far from me, my God.
Come quickly to help me,
my Lord and my Savior.

Thursday, 3 November 2011

to my dearest friend

I'm really so sorry... i know i can't turn back time.. but i really want to be there for you...