sometimes I wonder why I seem to get sucked into toxic relationships both in family and friendships. It seems so easy for me to be made the scapegoat and target. It' so emotionally draining.
I am in desperate need for guidance... sometimes I just want to yell and tell people to wake up... but it's hard with my non-confrontational nature. And i always fear losing control... I pray really hard for guidance from God.. sometimes it's so hard to forgive.. so hard to walk in Christ's shoes..
In my desperation, i googled this...
http://www.sun-gazing.com/6-things-can-dealing-family-members-toxic/
I don't know.. I wish I know what to do that would be pleasing to God. sigh.
