In church today, I noticed my emotions pulled in all directions.
This song really resonated with me today. I've been on survival mode, feeling weary and yet I've also experienced small blessings and moments of joy scattered here and there. While I give room for these mixed feelings to exist together, it's a needed reminder to continue fixing my eyes on Jesus - the One who provides a safe haven for me, and have cleansed me from my sin from His finished work on the cross.
This song brought tears to my eyes as we sang it during service:
Beneath the cross of Jesus
I fain would take my stand
the shadow of a mighty Rock
within a weary land
a home within the wilderness
a rest upon the way
from the burning of the noontide heat
and the burden of the day
O safe and happy shelter
O refuge tried and sweet
O trysting place, where Heaven's love
and Heaven's justice meet
As to the holy patriach
that wondrous dream was given
So seems my Saviour's cross to me
a ladder up to Heaven
There lies beneath it's shadow
But on the farther side
The darkness of an awful grave
that gapes both deep and wide
and there between us stands the cross
two arms outstretched to save
like a watchman set to guard the way
from that eternal grave
Upon the cross of Jesus
mine eyes at times can see
the very dying form of One
who suffered therefor me
and from my stricken heart with tears
two wonders I confess
the wonders of His glorious love
and my unworthiness
I take, O cross, thy shadow
for my abiding place
I ask no other sunshine than
the sunshin of His face
content to let the world go by
to know no gain nor loss
my sinful self my only shame
my glory all the cross
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