Dear Lord,
You know how much I am struggling, how much pain I'm experiencing. It feels so much harder this time. Sometimes I feel like I'm crumbling. trapped. alone. It seems like it's getting harder to pull myself together. I realize I'm trying so hard to recover, to be strong... that this mask that I've put on is suffocating me.
You know my deepest emotions, Lord. Please forgive me for my anger and frustration towards certain things that have happened in my life. But Father please grant me peace and forgiveness. It's so difficult. Even if my head doesn't explode, I feel like I'm going to implode.
I'm so exhausted. I really need relief and rest... I don't know what to do anymore... Please help me, Lord.
