i don't know what is happening... is there a push-pull? am i allowing it to happen? am i letting my guard down? i just realize i soften easily... its my personality, i guess... need to CBT myself. what is my core belief. is there something i need to prove about myself? but i'm secure. i guess i just wish for deeper relationships? i just realized that a lot of my friendships are dwindling... or just getting more superficial.
it gets lonely sometimes...
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