I have much to reflect on for this year and for the recent GCC Conference. But I will just focus on the former for now.
This year had its usual ups and downs. I underwent a nasal surgery which had miraculous results. That said, my migraine attacks came frequently and severely – and I experienced excruciating pain at my spine that rendered me paralysed for several hours. Despite the grief and pain, I was comforted by God in different ways – through close friends, songs and images – that reminded me that I’m never alone, and the Lord hears my laments.
Year 2024 was a year that I wanted to be intentional about growth and succession. Hence, creating spaces for myself and for the young individuals I care for, checking in on them, mentoring them, as we journey through life and its challenges together. One thing I truly appreciated is the love and tenderness I received in return.
This year I was reminded of God’s Sovereignty amidst many tough and frustrating events. It made me realize how finite a being I am – there is much I do not understand or know – but I could rest in knowing that God is without a doubt, a faithful God, and He is ultimately in control. I can cast my worries and be anchored in Him because of who He is. I just needed to do my part in trusting and obeying Him even when I can't see the masterpiece that He is piecing together.
As I step into the year 2025, I anticipate another milestone. A part of me feels a sense of urgency to be “productive” – checking of a to-do list as I turn 40 but yet a quieter part of me has been nudging me to consider slowing down, to be more intentional about sitting at His feet and resting in Him. How does that look like - I am still uncertain. So I am aware that I am entering year 2025 with very little planning. Yet I will take the time to reflect on Psalm 119 as I look towards 2025 – continuing to meditate on His Word as I pray for His guidance and protection. I pray also that I will be committed to His Will while depending solely on Him and His Word. Looking forward to another year 
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