As I was sorting out my belongings, I came across a folded paper - questions that I posed to myself this year when I was struggling with my intense migraines, before I was diagnosed with moyamoya. I will just transfer what I had written that time.
What happens when a person feels pain all the time?
How does it feel like NOT to experience any pain, just for ONE day?
Is the person able to be aware of his/her own "space"... "mortality"?... because you don't feel yourself in relation to your surroundings.
What needs to be done to remove this pain?
Is this the thorn in my flesh that I will never be able to remove till the day my body gives up?
As I look at this... It reminds me the depths of my desperation, wishing that my pain will be taken away. Praying for relief.
Maybe the Lord has given me the answer - by revealing to me that I have moyamoya through my 2014 MRI. I don't know if my pain will be entirely taken away after my surgeries but I can hope.
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